For a long while now I’ve been fighting an emotional depression. When I was young I would have these episodes after failing to get the love I so desired from someone I had hoped would actually care for me. However, this depressive episode was on a whole different level. The struggle has been going on for a couple of years now and still comes about every now and then. I had never struggled this long or this much, but I suppose this is what people would call a “True Love”.
I remember in my younger days when I had scoffed at the idea of depression. However, after experiencing depression myself my views had changed. The only view that hasn’t changed is my personal beliefs that there must be a better alternative to combating depression other than popping a pill in your mouth to alter your chemical state temporarily. Now for something more cheerful.
I would like to announce to you all that I have started up a small Ebay store. And since we’re finally here in December I would like to share with you all some items you may want to consider for a loved one that are currently priced for a bargain.
Here is a watch for all you lovely ladies that is currently going $15 on auction or if you would like to purchase it right now you can do so for $49. Now for I haven’t forgotten about you guys, and ladies, this could be something for you to consider getting your sons.
I really appreciate all of you who have viewed my blog; especially to all those who have decided to follow my blog and have kept following. To you I give my sincerest appreciations. I hope you guys will check out my new Ebay store. I’m still learning the ropes, but I hope with this I can keep myself busy enough to never have to fall back into the slump that I have been going through these past several weeks. Until next time take care everyone.
Today as I was thinking what to do for my inspiration series I became stuck. I couldn’t find a purpose. I’ve read many things. I have delved into the subject of purpose. However, none of these things really inspired me. It feels like almost everything I have done up to this point in my life has been only to fill my time with meaningless activity.
This isn’t the kind of post I was intending to put up, but really couldn’t put up anything else. So I figured at least to get myself back into the habit of posting daily again. And hopefully in the near future I will get out of this slump. Thank you all for your support. Take care everyone.
Hello everyone. I apologize for the lack of posts these past few days. I was feeling rather down inside and finally I’ve ended up breaking down. There isn’t a whole lot that can bring me down, but this case was quite dear to me. I knew what was already going down and I tried being strong about it. However, I still ended up breaking down from it.
So now that I’ve basically recovered from my plight I have a lot to catch up on for here. For today I just wanted to apologize and tomorrow I shall start on my catch up. Thank you all for your understanding and support. I really appreciate it.
Retirement, this one word is the carrot that most of us chase for the majority of our life. We go to school so we can work for freedom. We work so we can save up to buy our freedom. We buy our freedom so we can focus on doing the things we wanted to do in our lives as we grew up. Don’t be like that. You only have so long to live. So live to the fullest and start doing the things you want to do in your life now.
The feeling of love can be one of the best or worst experiences that an individual can face. The majority of us are constantly seeking it, chasing it, desiring it. However, sometimes we make mistakes on what real love is because of our desire for it. This leads to much heart break and sorrow. Don’t chase love, but cooperate with it. When true love comes it will stay. So don’t fret if you don’t have love now. Be patient and you will have love in the end.